For the longest time

Wow. It's been over a year since my last blog post.

With moving from IA to AZ late last summer, losing my best girl Gidget, starting a new consulting gig that keeps me busy, adopting Jameson, and life, I just haven't blogged.

I logged into blogger today. The first time since late October when I started a draft post in memory of Gidget. Just seeing the title now (I didn't even login to the post to read it) has made me tear up - full of missing for my baby girl. I will go back to that post and finish it. But, apparently today is just not the day.

This afternoon, I spoke with a woman who was part of an online manifesting group I belonged to last year. She is delightful! Authentic, full of personality and has this radiance that shines from within. She is also a coach and had reached out to her Facebook friends sharing coaching sessions in exchange for a testimonial. I booked a session with her and I am SO glad that I did!

Prior to the session, she asked me to write out 5-6 "should" statements. Things that I tell myself that I should do. And, during our call, we went through those. One of them was that I feel that I should sit down and write, express my creativity and come out with the book that I've been promising myself over the last 15 years.

Truth is, I've felt like I've still not found my creative mojo. **OH, this reminds me to blog about my visit with a shaman a couple of weeks ago - where my creativity played a major role!** adding this to my blogging list :)

Through the coaching session Alyssa helped me shift resistance. Within the first 20 minutes of us talking, I felt a complete shift and went from feeling muddy and murky and heavy to literally feeling all that dirt erode, leaving me free!

I feel sparkly, creative, like I have the Midas touch! I KNOW that SO much beautiful creativity lives within me. It is one of my truths! And, I am going to play and have fun with bringing that piece out of me again!

It fits so well - I am supporting myself in doing so, as over the weekend, I bought Elizabeth Gilbert's "Big Magic". I admire her as an author. I think her authenticity is profound, and I really can't wait to see what comes out of using the book as my guide.