Into Being

Driving along Paseo del Pueblo Sur, I turn right onto La Posta Rd, headed to Albertson's. I look at the office buildings that once used to be Holy Cross Hospital, the place where I was born. I ask my inner spirit, if it can feel the place that I came into this world, seeing if I'd come up with a sense of where on the property I was delivered. I got a sense of a spark, a flash of light through my chest as I neared the south building.

Today, while my Mom was driving and we passed the buildings, I asked her where I was born. And, she said "Here, in this building. This was where the delivery room was." And, yep....that was where I felt the spark sensation yesterday. She confirmed what my Inner Being told me.

I felt a sense of groundedness of belonging of placement to know where I came into being in this lifetime.


I didn't ask my Being about the sense of abandonment because I felt such a powerful positive vibe that I didn't want to sour it. But, I have a feeling that I could tap into the deep seatedness of my separation anxiety and sense of being abandoned, having been born several weeks early and taken into the ward with other babies in incubators, away from my parents. But, this visit to Taos to visit my parents provided me with such a sense of love and care for them. I know that they did the best they could, and that LOVE is the overwhelming feeling and sensation of which I'm left with, resonating, and radiating.


In the picture below, I was born to the left of the tree.